Monday, June 27, 2016

Song Of The Deadbird


How can I ever say
How it feels
To wake everyday
Stretching broken wings

To want
With your first breath
Each morning/ to soar
Up, up, up into the seventh

How can I speak
Of the pain of staying
Grounded/ Falling weights clipped
Onto my feet

Water-logged wings
Worthless wings
Broken wings
On a heart that longs to fly

How could I explain
Every step/ That
Ends the world
Blind-washed..

With hopes/ And dying dreams
Covered up/ With prayers of flight
Dreams built/ On barren land
No rocks/ For my foundation

The only bricks
Around here
The ones pinned
Around my fingers

Still to dream...

How could I laugh
Off/ Lusting for enthusiasts
Would you see
'Tis the enthusiasm I covet

Your laughter I'd steal
In black gloved fingers
Gripping/ Your life-force
Coming away under
The touch of my rage

A bargain? Two
For the price of one?
No indeed/ A heavy price
You'd live on.

As the shadow in my soul
The echo in my laughter
The stumble in my strength
The darkness in the rainbow
Of the colours of my joy

Stolen laughter, unwilling strength
I'd take it/ Make it
My own forever

Who are you, stranger?
Why should I care?
Stranger, rich stranger
No world for a thief

Cry out not
Nor resist
For the broken bird it is
Who avenges her skies

Saturday, June 25, 2016

The Only Way Forward Is Through


The only way forward
Is through...
And through, and through
And through

Some loves meant 
To be endgame
His truth is truth
Listen, an epic saga

From all the ages ago
The way forward
The road to the next
The raw truth

Is lies and dreams 
And what ifs
The tweaking of history
Bitterness of regret

The truth that no-
One dares to face
The truth that spills
Out when I lie 

The truth 
In my eyes
The truth
In my heart

Listen
To the lies 
I sing/ Listen
His truth, their story

A lost dream
From ages since
And the only way 
Past/ Is through
Is through