Sunday, August 24, 2014

Videsh


I'm sure you've heard these words before 
I'm sure these dreams have come a visiting
Dropping in when you least expect them 
Come to transport you 
Back to a place you used to call home 

A place where the roads were paved

In the sounds of your footsteps 
High heels running home 
Feeling breathless and angry 

Because they're all gone 

They didn't care to wait for you 
Didn't let you linger awhile 
Sing a few more notes 
Before the night takes its window signs down 

A place where the air whispers of cinema 

Of dreams you breathe in 
Ballooning up within you 
And you're rising up, up
Up along with it 

Because the cinema is just down the road

All your paths take you 
Back into the dreams you had 
Of the boy in class who was/
Most definitely an actor's twin 

A place where every night is dandiya night

And a song of euphoria populates your ears 
You wore the lehenga you only dreamt of
You bared the midriff you still don't have 

Because you still had places you wanted to go 

The world was an oyster of glitz
And every little moment was spent 
Window shopping among the malls of aspiration 

A place where winter brought its own jealous blazer

And socks were at our ankles just so we could pull them up
Boys would stand right outside the windows of our bus
Just so the graffiti on their notebooks become/

Gleaming crystals of a moment frozen in time 

A moment of no consequence 
One I'll remember forever 
A life belonging to a girl long dead 

Even as the evening songs float back in 

And life's little pigeons croon their wake up call 
I wonder whether the dead can find their way back home 
Are ghosts condemned forever to languish in that circle/
Of perdition they call videsh

Because I'm pining away in a land far away

Foreign and strange/ For they have no frozen yoghurt here
The servings are never super sized 
And the cinema is always way too far away

Monday, May 26, 2014

Battles Ending


Il y a longtemps que je t'aime
Jamais je ne t'oublierai

What are these tendrils of Time 

That my little feet trip on 
What are these bumps in the road 
That I must stumble into 

Is it not possible to run far away

To a place far back in Time 
Is it not possible to hide somewhere 
Forgotten long ago 

What are these tears I find 

Upon my pillow each night 
Whose face is it I miss
That I can now barely recall 

Was it only yesterday

That I spoke to you with words breaking 
O'er the great bad reef/ My heart
Crushing itself inside out 

We're going away now 

We're never turning back
I'll hitch my wagon to the stars 
So I'll never have a choice 

I'll not turn back to see 

Whether you turned back to see 
One last look of confusion 
Because that's all this was 

A silence made of twisting knives 

Buried deep inside my heart 
For never did I think 
I would write words like these again 

And yet my fingers run away with me 

And tears fall to the surface 
Turning black and splotchy 
Twisted little shadows of their former selves 
Endless letters I never wanted to write